Holding on to you
That's it for the weekends and here comes Monday blues. Believe it or not, for the whole weekend, baby and i didnt talked on phone or even meet up. Yea.. I missed him, really did. But did he missed me? *wonders* Oh well, time table has once again, changed. I realised this year, the time table's always changing! Anyway, first period was Physics. Oh yea, i LOVE physics, like suddenly? Mr Yap's lessons are always so great, you see. and English was still okay. The rest of the subject suck. Last night, went out with Weiyan again to Tampines. I got my aunt's present - perfume and body lotion. It's totally cool. And i got baby a small lil' mug. Went back home, and start making aunt a birthday card. After that, supposed to do my dnt but i sacrificed it and did baby a lot of things. Letters... a lot of wrappings... blah blah blah. All, we loved. Yea, only manage to get it all done at 1am. So there goes my time for dnt. Went to school today, praying that Mr Chiam will forget about my dnt. ANd yea, he really did forget. (thank god) Oh yea, this morning, gave aunt the presents and card. Hah! I bet she's touched. And then, i left my house, forgetting about my handphone, so i rushed back and took it. And i left my place at like 06.55am? Still, i walked to school. Met up with SHimin one stop before haising's at 07.05am. (Wow.. i can really walk fast.) Yea, head to school, first thing look at elijah. Hah, dont blame me. It's like part of my everyday life luh. And i'm not sure if things between us are cool or not? He did gave me letters, made with a lot of efforts i can see, but his actions don't seems to match how he wrote in the letters. Oh well, believe it or not, i'm still hoping that i'll get knock down by some cars or just faint on the street or something. This may sound really crazy. But that's like the only way baby would seriously come to me with all his heart? right? okay, Sherlyn! Don't be silly! Well, name me something worth living for? Okay, remember one of the previous entries where i said i shouldnt mention that unhappiness thing out? See what i get for mentioning it? Exactly like what i said, yes, we drifted..... Tell me tomorrow is gonna be a better day.
With love, on Monday, July 24, 2006
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
xxx This scene is DEAD xxx
